Hey! Last day in work... Kind of sad, I try to realize I didin't come here tomorrow or next week... I'm free, and unemployed also -___-'

Yay! I got letter of reference I hope it's will be usefull someday ^^
I want summer job! Some little income is coming but they not enough.

Today I go to interview in Kaisaniemi Finland first Manga Café, I make one page article. My stomach is fine right now, but is been very painfull over two weeks now. And I fear the pain came again.
Usually pain cames on afternoon, I get in nervous... I pray the pain won't came today and tomorrow.

Tomorrow is big day. Graduate is complate and there is gona bee party I have hat! I have profession! Hurray!
Hopefully I get nice presents ^___^ I have party friday and sunday (friday with friends and sunday with kindred).

Few weeks earlier, I feel like I didin't deserve this all. I mean, end of school, have a profession, start own life. Feel like I am not end of my path, but no... This is it.
Now I understand this, I really deserve this all. I work hard and give (not always) my best. And tomorrow I feel like a winner, I am winner. The start of new path is waiting me, and I can take it!
I try to leave worries now, and focus on bright new start. My mom always make me get depressed, she dosen't encourage me at all. She say "Go get a job!" and I try to understand her (mayby she is worry about me but it's very odd way to show it) but is very difficult. She was 18 years old when move away for home, so what? I am 19 years now, I'm ready to move.

Ofcorse I miss my home in Porvoo, and my dog! My sweet little lovely cuddly poodle boy <3<3<3 I want him go with me but it's not that simple. Riki (my dog) will miss my parents and home if I take him with me to the north. Is best for him to stay in Porvoo, he will miss me but I came to visit in holidays.

Well, good day to everyone I go do some work now (still I can XDD)